i wanted to write what I feel about my life..
I appreciate people in my life.. my entourage that are making life much much easier and very enjoyable… I appreciate my pet.. that sometimes give me joy …….
To all my loved ones, I am sorry I am sick… I know that I did not chose it but may be I chose the way I lived my life that resulted in this… I am sorry once again..
I wanted to tell you that I appreciate your patience in dealing with my flares, tantrums, depression periods and my long lonely nights… I know I can be difficult and not always loving! But I assure you that I love you all so much and I cannot help it honestly…
I have mourned my previous life.. the energy that I used to have… the strength to live life and have injuries without stopping my heart beats from pain… I never suffered from forgetfulness… I once could concentrate hard and get excellent results…
Alas… no use crying over spilt milk… I experienced the process from shock to anger, to depression and finally acceptance. Grief IS a process that takes time…I am adapting to my new reality and trying to make the best out of it… and as one of my support group said.. try to do your best in each day.. that should be good enough..
I have come a long way…. I don’t know what will the future hold for me.. .. except that in advance I am sorry if I hurt you.. nagged you or screamed at you … I love you all…
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